Beauty can fill one with loathing. How convenient to put your needs on someone else’s shoulders. The smell of a beautiful woman’s perfume can ruin an otherwise perfect day. Its also easy to hate someone for their virtue or talent, because it makes you feel small - bitter to the core. Bitterness is the core joy of self pity. Bitterness reflects the result of when expectation meets reality. You wallow in the self-inspired swamp of your misery. A great way to meet yourself!